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[Jun. 15th, 2007|06:48 pm] |
Apparently I can't do anything right anymore...
I've been looking for work solidly for the last month (and even before I left Ontario) and I can't get an effing job.
Granted I do have a job waitressing, but that's not quite enough. And today, I took a "consultant" position selling advertising space for a magazine but it's purely commission...
Ugh...I don't know what to do now. and I'm questioning whether it was a good idea to move back to BC...but in reality, I have to realize I'd be doing shit ass work in Ontario too if I were there.
Why does my life have to suck so much? And what am I doing wrong?
Seriously, I apply for 2-3 a day and have had 7 "good" interviews in the past month...
Argh |
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[Apr. 11th, 2007|05:56 pm] |
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omg....so my brother and I have an old friend staying with us...and he CANNOT be quiet for longer than a second. Whether it's asking me dumb questions, or singing to himself, or banging around in the kitchen, or talking really loudly on the phone while I'm trying to watch Chapelle, or stomping around like he weighs 300 lbs, or smacking his lips when he eats...I'm gonna kill him!!
I hate being a nag, but this is my fucking house!! AND!!! when I try to retreat to my room, I still get bothered every five seconds "Hey, can I borrow $20?"...."What time is House on tonight?" (as I was watching House), "Can I borrow your cell phone?"...motherfuck....
Right now he's doing some weird breathing while fiddling with my brother's computer...and asking me stupid questions about Facebook.
I'm gonna have to tell the fucker to get the hell out...it's also real sweet that he skipped his first day of work today. |
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| Exile Ending Soon!! |
[Feb. 28th, 2007|08:31 pm] |
So, looks like I'll be heading back to Vancouver for May or June. My current skool program (which is proving more and more useless every day) is done in mid-April and then I intend to save up some coin and make my way back to Vancouver. (Of course, I've been on Craigslist daily looking for PR/Communication jobs...so many!!)
What I want to know, is which of you my lovely Vancouver friends, has a couch for crashing for me when I get back? I'm good at cleaning house and cooking and such in return for couch priviledges...
Seriously, I can't wait...this town is sooooo full of white trash it's unbeleivable!!! |
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| Stolen From Ziv |
[Jan. 7th, 2007|03:43 pm] |
Your results:
You are Dark Phoenix
| Dark Phoenix |
| 93% |
| Apocalypse |
| 93% |
| Mystique |
| 92% |
| Venom |
| 88% |
| Juggernaut |
| 80% |
| Magneto |
| 78% |
| Dr. Doom |
| 73% |
| The Joker |
| 71% |
| Poison Ivy |
| 71% |
| Catwoman |
| 69% |
| Two-Face |
| 64% |
| Lex Luthor |
| 63% |
| Riddler |
| 61% |
| Mr. Freeze |
| 57% |
| Kingpin |
| 54% |
| Green Goblin |
| 40% |
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A prime example of emotional extremes: Passion and fury incarnate.
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Click here to take the Supervillain Personality Quiz
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| Stupid Resolutions... |
[Jan. 2nd, 2007|01:00 am] |
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Yeah, off to a bad start this year.
Not only did I get super hammered and drank til 8am, I fueled my hangover with PowerAde, chips, pizza and iced tea (and ice cream if there's any left). I'll for sure get in shape real quick with that one.
In case you're wondering, I'm referring to two screwed over resolutions. The complete list being:
-get in shape
-stop drinking (small, normal person amounts are sometimes acceptable)
-work on getting out of debt
-be more creative
Oh yeah, I also made a $50 long distance call from my brother's cell phone to my friend in Ireland at 5am, so I guess I kind of screwed up the third resolution a bit as well.
As far as I'm concerned, the resolutions start tomorrow...mwa hahaha. |
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[Oct. 14th, 2006|11:56 pm] |
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| Bloggin |
[Oct. 14th, 2006|11:43 pm] |
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So I'm writing a report on blogging for my PR class. Any one have anything to say about it? I'd like some opinions of what you guys think of personal blogs, business blogs, the blog mentality, etc, etc. |
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| NOOOOOO |
[Sep. 23rd, 2006|05:12 pm] |
Pure Nerd
78 % Nerd, 43% Geek, 34% Dork
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For The Record:
A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better than half in Nerd, earning you the title of: Pure Nerd.
The times, they are a-changing. It used to be that being exceptionally smart led to being unpopular, which would ultimately lead to picking up all of the traits and tendences associated with the "dork." No-longer. Being smart isn't as socially crippling as it once was, and even more so as you get older: eventually being a Pure Nerd will likely be replaced with the following label: Purely Successful.
Congratulations!
Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in any of the following:
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Professional Wrestling
Love & Sexuality
America/Politics
Thanks Again! -- THE NERD? GEEK? OR DORK? TEST
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 99% on nerdiness | | You scored higher than 99% on geekosity | | You scored higher than 99% on dork points |
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| Worst. Day. Ever. |
[Sep. 8th, 2006|11:47 pm] |
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I hate the National Student Loan Centre. Yeah, it's my fault that I didn't automatically know to pay them in August (or apply for interest releif again), but damn, why can't those fuckers let you know that your status has changed? Send me a fucking bill or something...cocks.
So today, I get a call saying that my current loan is on hold until I either pay them $400 in interest, or reapply for interest releif...so obviously, I had to pay the money cuz I don't have another 2 months to wait for an interest relief application to go thru...and now I still have to wait til the end of this month for my loan to come thru.
Way to go you fucking wankers, screw someone over.
I'm sooooo bitter its not even funny.
Oh, and apparently, it takes 2 days to send a fax...why the fuck can't they just walk over to a damn fax machine? Motherfuckers.
Ugh...so now I"m fucked for cash til the end of the month and I can't pay bills or rent...woo woo. Rat bastards. I'm ready to kill somoene.
GRRRRRRR. |
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| Long Awaited Update...you can exhale now |
[Aug. 18th, 2006|10:50 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | work | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bell radio | ] |
So things in London are dull...
I`m working at Bell doing Call Centre work, super good use to my Bachelor. My newest drama is my coworker that keeps hitting and biting and pinching me, yes, I know...I have the weirdest problems.
I am sick to death of idiots. I have become rather hermit like in my exile from Vancouver. I read a lot lately, and watch movies (nothing new there) and have developed a new appreciation for the gym.
The plan is as follows:
-take Corporate Communications & Public Relations course
-head back to Vancouver for May or June of 07
I`m actually kind of flip flopping about whether I should stay in school or just run off to Vancouver earlier. I was on Craigslist the other day, and Van has got tons of PR jobs that don`t require much experience or schooling. But then, I think I`d rather have some training and background in it first.
Ugh...
Alright, new plan:
-marry wealthy, hot well hung man
-never work again
-never have full time residence, but visit Vancouver a lot.
And, I`ve kind of sort of quit drinking. We`ll see how long this lasts, but I`m seriously uninterested in the company of most of the people I know in London...fucking wankers.
Oh, and apparently, I`m celibate now...who knew? |
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| What have I gotten myself into? |
[Jun. 26th, 2006|11:17 pm] |
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Leave your name and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours
Who am I kidding..? nobody reads this...hehe |
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| Taken from some guy somewhere in a community somewhere |
[Feb. 18th, 2006|02:36 am] |
1. What is your middle name? Marie
2. What size is your bed? Queen sized...fits 5 people uncomfortably
3. What are you listening to right now? Watching "Thinner" on Space...lord knows why
4. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 73
5. What was the last thing you ate? Fritos...again, lord knows why
6. Last person you hugged? my buddy Leo at the bar last night
7. How is the weather right now? Windy and cold....or rather fucking windy and fucking cold
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Mom
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? face...then shoulders...mmm
10. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? Nope.
11. How long have you been with him/her? N/A
12. Do you have a crush? not anymore...too many cokeheads
13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? Not really...i've forgotten parts but not the entire night, I usually remember saying "I have a bad feeling about this" while holding a shot of Jager.
14. Hair colour? naturally, reddish blondish brownish...right now...dark brownish red
15. Eye colour? almost black...rowr
16. Favorite colour? Blue...bright blue that is...like Macs Electric Eel Eyeshadow...mmm
17. Favorite holiday? Halloween, damn theatreness
18. Favorite season? Fall
19. Ever cried for no reason? For no reason? there's usually a reason, is it a sane reason? not always
20. Last movie you watched? "Elizabethtown"...alright, kind of gay...and Orlando Bloom's American voice is poncy
21. How many mirrors are in your room? One. (aside from the many makeup compacts and such)
22. If you are white, do you know any other fall out boy songs other than "sugar we're going down?" -- any of the wha?
23. Have you ever decapitated a barbie doll? Yeah, a few times
24. Do you enjoy the sensational taste of starbucks? not really, though the fraps kick ass yo
25. Does the word "horcrux" mean anything to you? isn't that what a crippled hooker leans on?
26. Do you have any friends of the gay preference? plenty...and some that won't admit it, like Jess
27. I'm not sure what went here = make something up!!
28. Is cheese like the best food ever, or what? it's def up there...goat cheese...brie...mmm
29. What books are you reading? Glass Soup by Johnathan Carroll..very odd indeed
30. Piercings? ears...tres boring, i know
31. Favorite movie? hmmm..."Boondock Saints", "Power of One", "American History X", "Glory Daze"
32. Favorite college football team? hahahaha
33. What were you doing before filling this out? watching soft core porn on City TV and trying to deflect come ons by guy with girlfriend...lame!!
34. Any pets? not that I know of...
35. Cats or Dogs? dogs...not small dogs though
36. Favorite flower? uh...orchids, lily of the valley, tulips
37. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to? All the time...sometimes on purpose
38. Have you ever loved someone? loved a lot of people...been in love? not yet
39. Who would you like to see right now? Jess or Matt or Kristen or Lana
40. Are you still friends with your ex? which ones? most of them...except Ryan (who I don't think I really truly dated...but we're civil though I think he'd rather gnaw his arm off then talk to me most times...and other times, I have no idea...)
41. Have you ever fired a gun? yup...ah Cadets
42. Do you like to travel by plane? I'd prefer a road trip, but planes are so much easier...but much less meaningful
43. Right or left-handed? Left...bow before me!!
44. What is your favorite Ramen flavor? Oriental
45. How many pillows do you sleep with? 4
46. Are you missing someone? Yes, most of the Vancouver crew...
47. Do you have a tattoo? Yup...tribal design on shoulder, moon on ankle
48. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday morning? not mornings...
49. Are you hiding something from someone? not anything I can think of...or that is of any consequence, but nobody needs to know everything
50. Do you play an instrument? used to play saxomaphone in school...played bass a few times...and play the skinflute from time to time |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|08:15 pm] |
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holy crap, this totally sucks!! i can't find a job in this shit hole town...ack!! |
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[Jan. 31st, 2006|08:36 pm] |
| The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic | 
Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few.
But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky.
Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski |
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| Stolen from Jocelyn |
[Jan. 14th, 2006|04:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | relaxed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | watching "Angel" | ] |
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Melissa
2. Mel
3. Lissa (family mostly)
THREE SCREENNAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Melicious
2. Melificent
3. Meslutika
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My face
2. My intellect
3. My random skills in art, theatre and writing
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Overweight
2. Emotionally closed off
3. The things I feel I seriously fucked up in my life...and how I continue to keep fucking my life up more
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Irish
2. English
3. Native American
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Being stuck somewhere without a good escape route
2. Death
3. Death of other people and not telling them things before they leave, or not being as good to them as I should be
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Shower!!
2. Makeup
3. Getting outside
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Monkey PJ bottoms
2. Black t-shirt
3. La Senza underwear
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS:
1. Ben Harper
2. Rage Against the Machine
3. Parliament
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. King Cobb Steelie-Rationale
2. Remy Zero-Fair
3. Sade-I'll Be There
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT YEAR:
1. Not smoking
2. Being in shape
3. Having unharmful hobbies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Loyalty
2. Honesty
3. Respect
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I haven't had Taco Bell in weeks
2. I grew an inch after the age of 20
3. I dyed my hair red
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS THAT APPEAL TO YOU ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Shoulders
2. Hands
3. Chest
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Lie (in a bad way)
2. Be satisfied with anything in life
3. Trust many people
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Poker
2. Shopping
3. Watching movies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO BE DOING REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Working out (sans chest infection...)
2. Having a good job
3. Be chilled out with a bunch of great people
THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING:
1. Criminology
2. Public Relations
3. Actor
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Europe
2. Australia
3. Africa
THREE KIDS NAMES (BOYS):
1. Cole
2. Benjamin
3. Parker
THREE KIDS NAMES (GIRLS):
1. Kailika
2. Shanara
3. Estella
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Fall in love
2. Travel
3. Be happy
THREE WAYS YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. Large muscles
2. Drinking abilities
3. Meaningless sex
THREE WAYS YOU ARE STERETYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. Obsess about my weight
2. Buy too many shoes and makeup
3. Making things pretty |
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[Dec. 19th, 2005|04:51 pm] |
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oh my god, i can't find a fucking job...and EI sucks donkey ass.... |
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